Story:
Pain.That was the only thing she could feel for a long time.The pain and the burden that she'd had to carry were too much for the poor little girl. Why did her life had to be like this ? Why was she such a mess ? She didn't knew.
The pain to know that anything that you used to do and the things that you love doing can get you dead wasn't very different to the pain one feels when they learn they're in the terminal phase of a deadly diseases.
It makes you feel weak, unwanted and it even makes you feel like you are a burden for the people that you love.She wished she could end feeling like this, or even feeling at all.
"Why did I had to be so different from everyone ? Why couldn't I be normal, like anybody else ?" the girl whispered to herself as she crawled herself to the nearest wall and placed her skinny back on the cold wall.She brought up her knees to her chest holding onto them tighter as hot tears emerged from her chocolate brown eyes, burning her cheeks as it took the same path.Light and soundless sobs rocked her skinny body as her long dark locks fell into her eyes.
Many people hated her but she could never find a reason why or what had she done to them.She hated them.They always insulted her and made fun of her for no rational reason
She begun to think that the problem was within her so all the hate she had felt at that moment for them came back towards herself.She begun hating herself for being this weak in front of them.She hated herself for letting them make fun of her.And even more, she hated herself for being the subject of their jokes.
As the silence and the dark crept around the room the girl was crying in.She barely could stand on herself so she was still lying one hand on the cold wall as she slowly trailed around trying to decide what was she about to do.She had to take a stand for herself, she had to respect herself.
Yes, that was what she had to do ! She was different, yes, but at least she wasn't like anyone else.She may be strange but she was unique, not a fake Barbie girl like the ones who made her feel hated.She had to kick her inner demons in between their legs.
That was what she'll do from tomorrow, now she needed to rest and lay her thin body on the warm bed and let herself drift away into a dreamy world.Her own little world.
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